shroom_cat

Oh well... this depends on my mood, what the person said (and how) and who said it. I would either ignore the person (rare) or tell, they should shut (the fuck) up and not annoy me or any other people, just because [person] thinks he can just talk like that to anyone, whithout having a good reason to do so. Luckily this doesn't happen to me very often.

...you stupid feeling inside of me, that makes me procrastinate like hell, make me totally confused and blank inside,... ARRRGH! FFFF~
But as I know myself, it will be all gone, when I wake up again. Well, I hope so. Been reading on lj instead of that damn books, I tried though. And almost fell asleep while doing so. Sitting here, with my dog on my lap, staring at the screen, listening to Muse... and thinking about, nothing. Reflecting words I am typing. Shall I drink a tea? Or not? Mundane stuff. Always. Everyday, the same unimportant things. And I waste my time with them. But not only mine. Stupid me, stupid shit. What a rant. Dammit, tomorrow I'll try to get some kind of... order in my room. Yeah, chaotic genius me can't live with such a thing for ever. But it'll come again. Bit. By. Bit. Some habits are so hard to change, without something really significant happening in ones life.
Over and out.

not quite accurate... but hey, it sounds mostly like me, even if i don't like to admit it.

So, I managed to draw some rough sketches and continue to read Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (in German). I don't really want to quit reading though. But I have to. I need to read a book for my German classes, which luckily hasn't much more than 100 pages. Though for English I need to read A Lessen Before Dying, which has two times as much... but I can read them roughly. Until Thursday. WTF... nobody knew we had to really read it, teacher, who forget she was sick the last time we were supposed to have classes with. Yeah, you thought you had told us. But no, you did not. Meh. Fuck that shit. ^^

I can't even believe this. It's the second time I'm trying it here on LJ. And  I usually don't give platforms a second chance. But well, the last time was boring and different, I didn't know a soul (not even from forums). But here I am and I will add you Vdex ppl. Beware! lol
I'm preparing myself to sketch now.